what a nice day, i should have 6 hurs lecture, but we missed 4 hours and went to CENTRAL for celebrating sabrina's bday. Im so tired now. no more energy. hvnt done any work today. need to wake up tmr n try to complete it tmr, then go to PORTSMOUTH. CANT WAIT. BUT i need to sort out the passwork problem first. if not, i cant buy the ticket. poor...i hv tried so many times. but still cant figure out the problem. disappointing.
need to work harder. still have 3 assignments to do. not much time left. Even I feel tired, I wont stop. Bc time is passing by. Dun wanna waste time. Hopefully I can complete second part in 2 or 3 days. no more snooker, unless I completed all of my works. my work is 1 week behind my schedule. "THIS IS IT...." It tell me that, TIME NEVER GO BACK...keep it up
LETS remember the day that we all find it memorable! DONT ever let this feeling go away!! what Im sure is this feeling CANT BE replaced. I'll treasure all the time when Im with you. Thats great, we gonna meet up soon. NO need to wait till 27th. actually, 2X days must be hard to go. BUT now is better. need to wotk harder, then complete everything on time...follow the plan....but im so tired, my energy is ran out.
Im really sorry, one thing I think I really ought to let you know. when I made the mistake, I really afraid that I would lose you. BUT I dun want to do sth like sit down and say nothing. I think it isnt the best way to solve out the problem. I just want to talk to you immediately once i upset you. I want to do everything I can FOR YOU only. YOU are the only thing to drive me to do sth. So what I love to do is to do everything for you with my best. im so sorry again. I also feel regret. But forgive me la...i know i was really wrong.
My laptop drives me crazy. Should I wait till DEC? BUT my laptop isnt really working at the moment. SIGH..Where I can get a good, cheap and brand new laptop PC. Ai...STOPPED LOOKING BACK...I just wanna fix this problem and continue my work.
WHEN IS THE MONEY COMING BACK FROM MY UNI...deeply disapointing with it. AT frist, I have been told to wait 3 days, then 3 weeks and then 1 more week...however, untill now, I still havent receive anything with it...OMG
things came so suddenly. BUT I duno if it will be ended up very quickly. I told myself I have to do my best. Hopefully, I will get what I pay for. Lets say I duno what will happen. BUT I will do everything I can. Im sure one day you will see it. I duno why this time I would think much more than before. maybe bc i want this run till last min of my life. I wish this will be the last.
All I want to say is, please dun even ACT you know a lot of thing. you actually know nothing. I have said nothing becase you are lying. It is emtremly hard to follow you. To me, you just suck a stupid F**Ker. Honestly, you konw nth abt me, but I know you more then you know me. it is BC Im pretty sure that you gonna regret or over if I show or tell 1 thing to others.
just want to say there is no people know how my heart 有多暗. I duno how you gonna think of me, if I now tell the main reason what problem was in 7 years ago. I know it is too late to tell you. SO now Im thinking to make it secert forever. Because I duno what you are thinking of. BUT I just want to let you in here, "IT WAS YOUR PROBLEM." I feel sorry because Im not brave enough to tell you the turth. I knew at that time, you were so regret to say that at the end. BUT please dont blame yourself. Because I set it up, I force you to do so. I know I better tell the reason at that time. but I didnt. SORRY AGAIN. I hope you would understand why I didnt tell you at that time.
從沒有問候,突然卻念舊,想重拾舊相處...BUT HOW? I set it up, but now I want to back to it. Even I know she isnt my type, I still want to do so. What's going on. NOW Im a bit regret why I didnt tell how I feel. But things come so suddenly. I think I need to more time to understand what she needs and wants. Actually, if Im thinking too much? At this stage, I need to realise what she is thinking of. NERVOUS, perhaps, 1 day I may not tell her the turth as my mine is changing in ever second. What will be happen if I tell her the turth now?
