i hv had a gd trip in japan. i hv met some new fds in there. actually, they are my brother's fd. i hv done a lot of shopping in there. NICE^^ um..the video that i posted in my fb today, it was for YOU. i wish YOU wud see it soon. that song is gd. however, this time im not talking abt the lyric. it is all about what eason said before he sing the song. perhaps, i think it should be much to leave comment in ur fb. however, i didnt. it is because i dun want to annoy you. In fact, the reason why i post this video because i have seen ur facebook comment. you said "TIMING唔岩就真係唔岩. 時同機要好好配合至得 )O( 好嬲呀" sigh..dim dou ho, great support la!! i reali want to ask you how YOU feel directly, bt i jt duno how to do so. i reali dun want YOU feel im pushing or anything else. im trying to you as my fd.  i wish YOU wud understand la.

等　寂寞到夜深　夜已漸荒涼　夜已漸昏暗
莫道你在選擇人　人亦能選擇你　公平原沒半點偏心

well..being good recently. everythings ok. i do wt i said, stick with my plan..one thing im jt curious. i found out that she said she was hapi bc someone Love her. i wud luv to no who she is talking abt. but how. whos knows??

IM STILL WORKING HARD ON MY DREAM. to all of you: thx for ur suppporting^^. I will try my best. I will get over everything from the past. keep it up guys. i wish one day i wud win bk the thing i want. i will try hard on it.

To XXX, althought i duno wt u are looking for, i wish you all the best and achieve your goal.

GOOD DAY FROM TODAY!!

more than a month, i have found out the answer. i got a new goal which is to get a job start job hunting from 10th. no point to look back again. if it is belong to me, i dun want it. "if it is urs wud b urs no matter how" thx for my fds all of u. i reali got it.

as soon as i login my fb. from the lastest status, i saw her msg, SHE SAID "she is waiting for a chance, and nervous". at that time, i was thinking how the hell she is trying to say n i was thinking if i got the chance hehe, or she gonna bk to her ex. at that same time, i recevied a sms, it was a unkonw number, i thought it was from her. then i read it, the msg as below:"...(!) if u dun want to receive it, please say no and it always mention number in the sms. ofc, i fone it immediately. i called the number twice as nobody pick up my call. second time, somebody answer it, but it was a MAN. sigh. n said him if anyone sms me? he was like wft n he should b thinking wt im doing. finally, we hung up the fone call. end up the story, i wouldnt hv found out anything. sigh. i wish that the unknow was from her. however, it wasnt. sigh...im getting crazy

anyone agree with me that life is always complicated. Hard to make decision. honestly, there is no good choice in life. everytime you start doing sth must be good. however,  few seconds or days later you wud find that the decision u made b4 was incorrect. life is full of lying. we always need to turn negative to be positive.

等　寂寞到夜深　夜已漸荒涼　夜已漸昏暗
莫道你在選擇人　人亦能選擇你　公平原沒半點偏心

苦澀　慢慢向著心裡滲　何必抱怨　曾令醉心是誰人
自願吻別心上人　糊塗換來一生淚印　何故明是痛苦傷心

還含著笑裝開心　今宵的你可憐還可憫
目睹她遠去　她的腳印心中會永印
糊塗是你的一顆心　他朝你將無窮的後悔　這一生你的心裡滿哀困

 that is true, u choose the one, the one chooses someone else. 

It is pretty fair and no bias,

One mistake makes you feel regret.

每根頭髮都失眠

天空他究竟在思念誰
是不是都和我一樣
揮不去昨日甜美的細節
才讓今天又淪陷

你現在想著誰 有沒有和我相同的感覺
固執等著誰 卻驚覺已無法倒退
曾經想一起飛 在自己心中蓋了座花園
把你的一切 都種在這個地點
卻像魚 守在裡面

No matter what I have won today, something cant be changed. Unless she change her mind in shortly. I really duno what I can do. Honestly, if you have the same feeling as me. Perhaps, our minds are playing the different movie. How I feel is you are different from anyone I know. In fact, sometings should have been forgotten. However, they cant be forgot. Moreover, the feeling is seems sweet whenever I think of it. Perhaps, it is fate. Some stuffs cant be demanded. 

多孤單　也習慣隨時隨地　將寂寞承受
淚縱使不停流　不可停留　路始終都要走
即使失去愛　夢仍然長久　緣份不可尋求　在歌聲裡補夠
只可惜　我自覺無能為力竟日夜回望
就算多麼繁忙　總不能忘　別要讓你失望
一心想要你　無論人在何方　仍舊聽得見我　舊愛並未遺忘
愛是沒名字的歌　留給這世上無名字的你
就算應該忘記　偏不記得忘記
要讓來日你想起　曾擁有那段情懷是多細膩
用我歌中每個字　親吻著你
多可惜　我自覺無能為力竟日夜回望
就算多麼繁忙　總不能忘　別要讓你失望
一心想要你　無論人在何方　仍舊聽得見我　舊愛並未遺忘
彷似是全無痕蹤一段傳奇　但偷偷感動你　誰在乎歌聲背後
曾愛過的你　仍渴望歌中每字　都可抱緊你